Beauty and Madness

Chinese New Year

2012-01-26T19:41:00.000-08:00

You are missing you close friend in China…why not convey New Year greetings in Chinese to him/her and surprise. Chinese New Year wishes are not just for your loved ones in China but, for all those whom you care for. Express you affection and happiness by adding cute New Year messages with you gifts and greetings.

You can also, send Chinese New Year quotes and saying to make it look very impressive. Here are beautiful Chinese New Year wishes which you can add with your e-cards or send as text messages.

Short Chinese New Year messages
Hope you have fun with all your loved ones and send them Chinese New Year wishes to express your greetings.

Plants vs Zombies: Zen Garden

2011-01-10T23:11:00.000-08:00

I just love my Zen Garden in the Plants vs Zombies game. After finishing the adventure, puzzles and mini game, there is really nothing much to do in that game anymore but just to raise the garden.

Beauty Part 1

2010-10-04T03:57:00.000-07:00

Beauty dies when gazed upon too long. Ironic. Or is it rather poetic? How the achievement of one's purpose of being becomes the death of it.

Been living in a very nice place, with gorgeous sunsets which still are...but aren't.

Grape Me!!!

2010-06-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

Me and my sister really loves eating grapes in any time of the day. That’s one of the reason why we always have our share of 1 pack of grapes every time we do some grocery in a supermarket. Grapes are classified as good fruit and low calories content. Hmmm maybe I could also try some diet pills to lose faster with of course some exercise. While doing some grocery, my mom talked to her friends about some promotional products that they saw on the store like promotional pens and other lovely stuff. So I guess she really have lots of plans checking those stuff and will definitely gave us time to check some stuff that we like.

Siobhan Magnus - Paint It Black

2010-03-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

I so adore her weirdness. I hope she wins.

Why I Hate Boxing?

2010-03-13T19:00:00.001-08:00

Don't get me wrong. I love Pacquiao and the honor he gave our country but then, what is there to love about boxing? It's bloody and the proponents will just get hurt. And oh, don't get me started with the blood thing. So gory.

But the real reason I hate boxing is that my boyfriend canceled our date just to watch this event. Boo Hoo.

Creepiness

2010-03-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

Peace Na Tayo

2010-02-12T00:25:00.000-08:00

Haaayyyyy... After 2 weeks of unexplained changes between us, we're finally OK. We were having fights and misunderstandings recently and I thought the fights would never end. I almost gave up, like the same loser that I was. It almost lead to me asking to just split up... :-( But good thing that I have a strong partner. Well, I just hate it when I feel jealous with someone. It eats me up alive and the feeling sucks. So most often than not, when I feel jealous, I just let it go because I hate the feeling. What's funny is that when I spoke to one of my exes, he told me that I was not like this during our time. According to him, I was the girl who would just ask if the rumors are true and whether or not it is, I break up with my boyfriend, go... just like what I did to him. That made me smile... the idea that I have changed a lot in this relationship makes me feel that this must be worth all that I went through in the past months like his crazy ex who argued with me over her TOR, then his bestfriend who's a girl, his other ex who was texting him saying she needs someone to talk to and all those... 8 months felt like years.

After the fights we had, I felt that I can't go on having arguments with him so might as well, end it. But after I said that, he talked to me sincerely explaining things and telling me that having fights in a relationship is still considered healthy. That it was our chance to say what we wanted to say... And it happens in every relationship. I have to understand that fighting with each other doesn't mean that we also stopped loving each other. Other than that, he admitted the fact that he once had a lot of relationships, but now that he's 29, he feels that he has gone over that stage and wanted a more stable relationship. He told me that it's the first time that his family liked his girlfriend... And that his past doesn't matter because he already learned from it and what's important would be what we are now.

Talking to another friend of mine who just got married last October with his long time girlfriend, I asked him how to deal with a relationship that's on the rocks and he said that relationships are always on the rocks. The key to surviving is a good communication. Always be open to each other. Spend time together, no cellphones to disturb the moment... and also take time away from each other to see if you miss the person when he's away or if you love him only when you see him. That was a good advice... I just realized that lately, we really don't have any chance to talk things out. I have a different shift and what happens is that by the time he gets home, I'm still asleep and by the time I wake up, he's asleep because he has to be at work around 3am. I have to go to work on a Saturday and during Sundays, we only go out for a movie or dinner and then go home as early as we can because I don't have keys and my mom would be sleeping early because most of the my family members need to go to school or work early Monday morning. During Mondays, we don't see each other because it's either he has some documents to fix or meet up with a seller for camera stuff while I do my thing like grocery or just spend time with Mom and do errands.

It was a lesson learned from the misunderstandings that we had. It was for the best. We might be fighting but that doesn't change the fact that WE STILL LOVE EACH OTHER... We still want to stay together. Funny thing is that we ended up crying because of the fight so that night, we had big red eyes. hahahahahahaha....

Sorry Hon, peace na tayo. :-)

Can't Wait For The Summer

2009-03-23T22:57:00.001-07:00

The heat is soooo unbearable in the City. As I type this for a few robbed time at the office amidst these numerous paperworks, I wish I am somewhere else where the sand touches my feet and clear salt water wet my toes.

Gosh, It's only two weeks away but I definitely can't wait for the summer.

The Promise

2009-02-08T19:37:00.001-08:00

I kneel beside you here today
I kneel beside you and I pray
That it's you, it's only you
Who will share my tomorrows and yesterdays

I searched a lifetime and found you
A bridge to forever I share with you
Open your heart and let me in
As I give you this promise of love...

I heard an angel say your name
Now I know my world's not the same
A little heaven is what you are
As we dream a thousand dreams not so far

And with the blessings from our Lord above
His light will guide us with a love
For you and me forevermore
As I give you this promise of love...

Now that I have you for my own
As God is our witness never let me go
Feel the love grow as we become one
One hand, one heart we are one soul...

I stand before you just a man
I need your help to understand
What is love without you
As I promise you this day and forever

This promise of love...

Beauty Teeeps!!!

2008-10-01T18:30:00.000-07:00

A good plain look is my favorite look. If I didn’t want to look so “bad,” I would want to look “plain.” That would be my next choice.

Weight isn’t important the way the magazines make you think it is. I know a girl who just looks at her face in the medicine cabinet mirror & never looks below her shoulders, & she’s four or five hundred pounds but she doesn’t see all that, she just sees a beautiful face & therefore she thinks she’s a beauty. & therefore I think she’s a beauty, too, because I usually accept people on the basis of their self-images, because their self-images have more to do with the way they think than their objective-images do. Maybe she’s six hundred pounds, who knows. If she doesn’t care, I don’t.

There should be a lot of new girls in town, & there always are.
If you’re naturally pale, you should put on a lot of blush-on to compensate. But if you’ve got a big nose, just play it up, & if you have a pimple, put on the pimple cream in a way that will make it really stand out — “There! I use pimple cream!” There is a difference.

Beauty really has to do with the way a person carries it off. When you see “beauty” it has to do with the place, with what they’re wearing, what they’re standing next to, what closet they’re coming down the stairs from.

Sometimes something can look beautiful just because it’s different in some way from the other things around it. One red petunia in a window box will look very beautiful if all the rest of them are white, & vice-versa.

You see beautiful person after beautiful person & you finally don’t even turn around to look because you know the next person you see will be just as beautiful as the one you didn’t bother to turn around to look at — in a place like that you can get so bored that when you see a person who’s not beautiful, they look very beautiful to you because they break the beautiful monotony.

I FEEL OK

2008-09-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

Use a necktie, and progress to a handcuff and whatever else you dream up.

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Feel okay? Well you should be! You’ll definitely be okay if you’re going to be a part of this meme, be okay if you are about to have a chance to increase your Technorati and Google Pagerank!

1. Make others feel good: share your favorite, self made, or any quotes as you pass on this meme with the image below.

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4. Only one quote and category per blog please, make sure to tag as many bloggers possible. Please update your contributor’s list more often. May we achieve thousands of quotes from different bloggers around the world. Let the fun begin. Be a part of a great collection of quotes from different bloggers around the world!!!

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An Award and a Defeatist Attitude

2008-08-21T18:01:00.000-07:00

Been really busy with work lately that I rarely have time to update this blog but rest assured that whenever I have free time, I browse all the blogs that I can with that time. In times of stress, I would probably love to just sit comfy on my favorite sofa and do nothing.

My friend recently gave me a coffee table book featuring 101 reasons not to do anything. Here are my favorite excerpts from the book:

"It was such a lovely day I thought it was a pity to get-up." - W. Somerset Maughan

"There is one piece of advice, in a life of study, which I think no one will object to; and that is, every now and then to be completely idle, - to do nothing at all." - Sydney Smith

"With ecstacies so sweet as none can ever guess, who walk not with the feet of joy in idleness." - Robert Bridges

and here is my favorite:

IF IT RAINED KNOWLEDGE, I'D HOLD OUT MY HAND; BUT I WOULD NOT GIVE MYSELF THE TROUBLE TO GO IN QUEST OF IT."

Before I bid adieu, I would like to thank Vinzent for this award (my very first). You are a dear friend and I know I do not deserve this but THANKS.

I suppose to give this to five other bloggers whom for me is a five star so I am passing this award to the following and at the same time giving thanks for leaving comments in my blog:

1. Ifoundme

2. The Dong

3. The Islander

4. Acey

5. Lawstude

Gotta go back to sleep, errr, work now.

My Album

2008-07-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

The Rules, as stolen from Everyday Ambiguities.

1. Go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:RandomThe first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go here: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.If you want to do this again, you’ll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.

3. Go here: http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.4. Go here: http://www.randomwebsite.com/The first ten links you end up in (minus the .coms) are your 10 song titles.

The result of my album is posted above. Go Buy it Lols.

Band Name: Rosneft

Album Title: The Eyes of Others

Songs:

1. Curbserver

2. Angelfire

3. Cat Enema

4. Screaming Bloody Mess

5. Dark Dreams

6. Radio K

7. The Joel Stein

8. Trashy Lingerie

9. Read The Fucking Manual

10. Dear 23

Guess I am a rockstar!!!

Pockets

2008-05-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

Have you ever experienced having your pockets full with stuffs you don't need or never knew you had them?

Then one fine day, you decide to empty your pockets but for reasons unknown, you do not throw these random items just yet.

These are the items which perhaps to you at that time, did not carry any weight and you decide to just carry them around in your pocket just because you felt that you had to and there was no harm in keeping them.

And maybe, just maybe, when you decide to empty your pockets again tomorrow, items which you deemed insignificant yesterday, carries with them a recovered importance and deeper meaning.

To the eyes of others, they are mere objects of little value, but to you, there is more than meets the eye.So, you decide to carry what others may perceive as "junk" in your pocket for another day.

Another Meme

2008-05-05T22:42:00.000-07:00

That Grateful Guy, who just started a new blog, tagged me. So I’m it.

First, we must go ahead and play by the rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog. Yea, you know I suck at doing this, so I’m not even going to pretend.4. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.************

1) What was I doing 10 years ago?

10 years ago? 1998? Wow. I was 23 then. I was still studying at CEU to become a dentist.

2) What are five things on your to-do list for today?

- Plant seeds.
- Weed around the Wiegela bushes.
- Call Mom.
- Help bf scrub the glider/swing for the backyard.
- Give myself a pedicure to make my toes pretty for summer.

3) What snacks do I enjoy?
Almonds. Vodka. (Shush, it does count as a snack!). The yummy banana bread I made yesterday. Vodka. Mr. Hot’s earlobe. Dark chocolate. Limeade (with vodka.) Wine. Tortilla chips and homemade guacamole. Cheese.

4) Things I would do if I were a billionaire?

Set up a foundation that provides scholarships for young women getting into technology fields. Visit the major cities of World. Retire and spend my days reading and writing.

5) Three Bad Habits

- Smoking my three cigarettes/day (yes, dammit, I do have to add that qualification every time I admit I smoke),
- not putting my clothes away after my bf washes and folds them (I know, you’re jealous, I don’t even know how to work the stupid machine, hee.),
- and swearing

6) 5 places I have lived…

- Manila
- Cabanatuan
- Makati
- Quezon City
- Pasay

7) 5 Jobs I have had

- Katie and Tommy’s babysitter
- Brigid and Erin’s babysitter (Katie and Tommy’s cousins)
- Store keeper (didn’t get paid, but I got free snacks)
- Dentist
- Model

Six EightSeven people I want to know more about…

1. Kenny
2. Coldman
3. Acey
4. Lawstude
5. Ivan

and if you wanna be tagged... considered yourself tagged...

I Put The "P" in Pretty

2008-04-09T18:51:00.001-07:00

Always on the lookout for new and better sextoys, last week I ordered a pair of Fun Factory Smartballs from Eden's Fantasy. I ordered the violet and cream one, just like the one pictured above. Initially, the thought of a toy that also exercised and strenghtened my kegel muscles didn't hold a lot of appeal for me. I've always had strong vaginal muscles - it's not unusual for me to push D's cock out of me when I orgasm or to crush his hand when he fists me. But sometime when I sneeze, I pee a little and I hate that. Upon reading that these smartballs could help with that, I got on my laptop and ordered a pair. They were here in a matter of days, and my initial reaction was that the packaging was very clever - it's got these little magnetic flaps, but you're not really here to hear me critique the packaging, are you? :)The first time I wore them, I was laying in bed next to a half-asleep D. I was wet enough to slip them right in and they weren't too bad. I described the feeling of them inside me to D, and then next thing I knew, he was on top of me pushing his cock inside me with the smartballs still in! He says they made for a very tight fit, but all the stimulation was fantastic and I came hard. Afterwards, though, I had to take them out right away - my vaginal walls clenching around them was making me a mite sore to sleep with them inside.I hadn't really given them much thought until today. D and I are supposed to "play" tonight after he gets home from work, so I thought I would wear them around the house, you know, just try them out. After showering and shaving my legs, I lubed them up and slipped them inside me. At first, they were kind of uncomfortable. I was all too aware of them inside me. Walking around the house, going up and down the stairs was kind of fun and I could feel them, but in a good way. Even pulling my pants back on, the little wiggle of my hips was all kinds of fun. But I could still feel them, and I wondered if maybe I hadn't inserted them deep enough? So I pulled them out, washed them off, relubed them and tried again, pushing them a little deeper inside me. I think it's better, but I'm not sure. When I'm up and about, walking the dog around the yard - they're wonderful. The little tingle and vibration is just enough to keep me aware of them and but clenching down around them brings back that uncomfortable feeling. And sitting down...well, let's just say it can be difficult. They certainly correct my posture! If I sit up, back straight, posture good, they feel good and I'm aware of the damp spot growing on my panties. But if I slouch, even a little bit - ouch! That uncomfortable feeling comes back and I wonder if they're in right. Sitting here, writing this, I've alternated my position, moving around in my chair, and as long as I sit properly, they feel amazing. I'm going to try keeping them in for the rest of the day, not telling D that I've got them in. I wonder if he'll be able to tell from the wiggle in my walk or the flush high on my cheeks...if not, they'll make me into a nice, wet surprise for him!

Euphorbia

2008-03-31T19:29:00.000-07:00

My Own Blog!!!

2008-03-31T19:24:00.001-07:00

Hello Everyone!!! Let me share my world with you!!!